Baribun / Dream

A dedication to one of my first /Ngala / trees
Ainslie infant’s school, Canberra on Ngunnawal country -1966

 
Baribun / Dream
 

Grandmother
whispers

 

Listen, while I tell you a story

 

You came from seed

 

Became this meat body later

 

It was from seed that everything once came

 

Seed dropped by a passing migratory bird

 

loosened just at that moment
as wind lifted wings
and turbulence knocked you free
drifting to take root from across oceans onto shore

 

Perhaps,

 

You were once an apple seed,
spat out from someone as they walked along

 

Or an acorn bursting free to become you

 

Seedlings gently laid and nurtured

 

grown into flesh

 
 

All these are kin

 
 

Father
first gave me your name

 

In English

 

Tree

 

dark bark oozing red-gold resin
scribbled marks
Lichen-etched language
Vascular light filled connection

 

Your Roots deep
Your arms holding Sky
holding me
wrapped inside your skin

 

From many lands
I know your name
In so many ways

 

Dancing
Ceremonies
Silent unspoken songs

 

I come back to bring you offerings
Wrap my ageing body with your ancient skin

 

One day I will become your food

 

I ask an Ngunnawal Elder, what to call you here
She gifts me a name

 
 

Ngala,
Ngala………

Notes:
 
Baribun – dream (Bundjalung as told to me by family)
Ngala- Tree (gifted by Aunty Caroline Hughes – Garuliiny Ngunnawal -language holder)
 
© Samia Goudie, 2022